I got my letter yesterday and guess what? I'm now part of the UP Manila Debate Circle. I am sooo happy. I haven't told Lester and the Miriam debaters yet. But of course I plan to tell them soon. I hope Tom hears about this too. I hope I get to hear from him soon. Anyway, I got my Bio exam back today and I got a 2.25 mark. Not bad but not so good either. I'll do much better in the next. My Math prof did not show up today. I wonder when I'll see the results of my last exam. I can't wait to see it so that I can tell Tom about it.

Weekend. So what are the things I have to do. Nothing really exciting. I'll be working on stuff for school again. I've been counting and guess what? I only have to go to school for 8 more days. Well, I'm not really so sure about this because the schedule for final exams aren't out yet but the fact that the schoolyear is about to end is something to look forward to. Summer means hopefully seeing Tom. How? I don't know. But for now, I'll be working on my paper for KOM and I'll be reading up for my other subjects. I'll be working on my Math too.

Joyee, Sharl and I went to Miriam after school yesterday to get the yearbook. As we were about to leave school, I saw this guy fom afar wearing blue. I couldn't see his face and so I was just staring at him. I didn't even know why I was doing that. And then, when he was right infront of me that's when I recognized who that guy was. It was Kumbs (Tom's best friend) and he was also staring at me. Why was I looking at him in the first place??? A lot of things have changed in Miriam. There is a new building near the CSC and they now have a bell outside the chapel. There's also a big crufix at the bamboo area. When I went to the club bulletin boards, I also saw new clubs such as the Marian club and Softball club. The yearbook is OK. Actually, I like it. We all looked good. Except for the informal pics. I mean, everyone looked cute except me. But it's ok. At least my grad pic is decent.

Weekend. I just had a busy week. And I still have to work on other things like my KOM paper and my Math. Results of the second and third exam will be given on Monday. I hope the results are good. A lot of my blockmates are transferring to Diliman and during the past few days I've been thinking about what I want to do after college. I am satisfied with my course at the moment. It's just that, my school is far from my house and I don't want to stay in a dorm. The travel time could be really tiring sometimes. If I were studying in Diliman, things would be easier because it's near my place. I talked to my folks and they told me that it's up to me to decide whether I'm shifting or not. I got an appilication form last week and it's still in my file case. I'm saving it for someone who might be needing it. Even if some people would insist that it's much better to stay in Diliman, I'm not transferring.

Results of the 2nd and 3rd Math exam were given on Monday. Bad news. I might have to take MATH 14 again and I'll have to take them this summer. Nothing's definite yet but I am already preparing myself for what might be. I still have final exams next week but I don't think that will be enough to pull my grade. Why did it have to reach to this point? I should have known better. I had two exams today and I 'm not feeling well at the moment. I got sick last night and so I wasn't able to study really well. I mean, why should I get sick on finals week? And then there's Tom. No word from him still. Why am I expecting to hear from him anyway? Why do I keep on waiting? I know I shouldn't. I just wish he didn't have to go.

I went to school today to take my Geology final exam. I guess I learned an important lesson today. If you decide not to pay attention to the teacher, you might as well study so you won't have to take final exams. On the brighter side, the exam was not that difficult. Maybe because this time, I really prepared for it. Some of my relatives came today. It was fun having them around. I saw my lola after 12 years. She lives in the States and among 7 kids, I am the only one she knows. I don't blame her. It's hard to remember names anyway, especially when in just one family, you have to remember the names of 7 kids. That's the case for my family. Anyway, I'm just glad that I'm done with my Geology exam. At least, I only have to think about Math and KOM now.

We had our final exam in Math last Tuesday and it wasn't what I expected. They gave us a fill in the blanks exam. I was actually hoping they would give us a multiple choice type. I'm never gonna pass Math. I guess I'll be having summer classes. Too bad. I do not know what exactly is wrong with the school's CRS Online. All I want to do is change my schedule so that my friend and I would have the same classes. And much to my surprise, I cannot do that because it turns out I did not submit a pre-enlistment form which is impossible because I'm sure I did. I went to school last week to do that. If I wasn't able to save the schedule I picked, then I should be able to start over. But no, that is not the case. ARRRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!