I wanted to write this entry earlier. I just didn't find the time to do so. Anyway, our second dept exam wasn't given yesterday. Our prof says she's not done checking them yet. The good news is instead of it having a total of 100 points, it was reduced to 80 points because very few were able to pass. Not that I'm expecting I would pass the exam now. I just think that at least now, my chances for passing the subject or at least taking the removals are bigger. Ok. Now, I don't feel so good about what I just wrote. I mean, what kind of goal is this?

Moving along, just a couple of days ago, I actually could have got something I want. Well, it's not something I've always wanted. It's more of, something I want at the moment. I'm not referring to a new pair of shoes or printed jeans or anything I can buy. I'm talking about something I cannot buy because it's not even for sale. The point is, I actually had a chance to get this thing that I want. But what did I do? I let it pass just like that. Why? Because I thought that if I did grab the opportunity but end up not getting what I want then, it would be meaningless. As usual, I wanted to be on the safe side. And now what? I am regretting what I just did. I should have at least done something. You probably don't get it. What I just wrote is pretty obscure. I'm not blaming you.