Mika and I were supposed to see each other yesterday. But we had to cancel because she had to help her dad with something. I so wanted to see her, but what can I do? She kept on apologizing because she thought I was pissed. I wasn't. I mean, I kinda felt bad when she told me the circumstance, because I had been so excited to see her but I totally understood the situation. She promised to see me next week instead. I hope that our plans do push through. I don't feel good right now. Not doing anything does not make me feel any better at all. I don't want to be so excited anymore. That way, if things don't work out the way I want them to, I would not be affected at all. Ok. It's not Mika's fault that I'm in a bad mood right now. I just don't feel good about myself, that's all. Really.