Louie

I'm not a teenager anymore.  I've got no more excuses to kid around. Or perhaps I still do. I don't look 20 anyway. But then again I'm not so sure about that. A lot of people keep on noticing my white hair.

A friend once told me that age is just a number. I don't think I agree with that. Getting older means more responsibilities. As for my case, it means working on what I really want in my life after college. Nope. I'm not confused. I know exactly what I want. It's just that, a lot of what-ifs are bothering me right now. What if I am not admitted to law school? What if I am admitted to a law school I don't like?

I want to enter law school after graduation. But what if I don't make it? It's so easy to say what you want but it's always hard to make it happen. One has to work really hard for what he or she wants. I know that I shouldn't keep my eyes off the goal so I won't have to see frightful things such as rejection. But I can never be sure about myself. I can always say that I'm good and smart. But it's not the only thing that matters. Anyone can just say that I'm just not good enough.