Louie

I hate this feeling. I am ok with the current set-up. I've accepted it. Now, all of sudden, you do something weird which drives me nuts and gets me to thinking that perhaps things could be better. Or maybe it is not really weird. It's just me making a big deal out of it because you're doing something for me, something you've never done before. And I fell for it. I want to be rational about it. I don't want to expect anything from you. I don't want to assume because most of the time, I'm wrong and I end up looking stupid. And right now, I think I'm being such a loser again because I actually entertained the impossible. I don't mean anything to you. You're just being nice. That's all there is to it.